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Hands down, I'm too proud for love.
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"And I've got a twenty-dollar bill that says you're up late night starting fist fights versus fences in your backyard. Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor, soaking in sympathy from friends who never loved you nearly half as much as me."
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[05 Aug 2009|11:03pm] |
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ummm, finally went through my LJ friends and deleted a bunch of people that annoyed me/i didn't know, etc. i presume all the people i deleted like Asher Roth, so this is okay with me.
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[25 Jun 2009|01:24pm] |
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i found out this morning that Nate's 18 year old cousin Alivia was killed in a car accident last night. her friend was speeding and some how they ended up in a ditch; neither the driver or Alivia were wearing their seatbelts and they were thrown from the car and killed instantly. i was really close to Alivia's mom Gabe for awhile; she helped me immensely when Riley was first born and i had no clue what i was doing. it's just a really sad thing. basically to everyone i know - please wear your seatbelts, it's not that hard to do and i don't want to see this happen to anyone else that i care about.
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[24 Jun 2009|04:15pm] |
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all i can do is take my life one day at a time.
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[15 Jun 2009|08:10pm] |
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"It's been said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been. But what of a man who's faced with what was? Or what may never be? Or what can no longer be? Choosing the right path is never easy. It's a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealousy and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that's when we find our way to something better. Or when something better finds its way to us."
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[24 May 2009|01:09pm] |
saw this on Facebook, and liked it a lot: "Sometimes the best way to gauge success is by how many people are talking shit."
awesome.
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[05 May 2009|06:31pm] |
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this is the 31 year old. who has 4 children. 2 ex-husbands. and works at a pizza place.
what can i say? jealous as fuck...
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[25 Apr 2009|12:17pm] |
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NFG. |
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"but a heart like mine could never be replaced."
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[15 Apr 2009|06:35pm] |
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-found awesome daycare at UWM. have to enroll for summer classes in order to do that. have to come up with $1,000 before i can enroll for summer classes. please tell me to get a job in between going to school full time and being with my daughter. obviously i am going to work in summer, but that isn't for another couple weeks. did i mention daycare is $919? which hopefully will be greatly reduced because of my financial situation.
-my parents nor i, have had a break from Riley in at least a couple weeks. Nate's mom is a lying sack of shit and doesn't do anything for us. dating a Vitucci who pays for every expense of your life must be rough. bar hopping when you're 47 should not be a hobby. Nate is stuck because he has no place to watch Riley, and the economy sucks and he can't find a job. trying my best to not be pissed at him because at least if his new apartment works out he will just be up the block and can watch Riley a lot more. up until then, my dad is watching Riley every day while i go to school and my mom is at work. my dad honestly is so snippy lately, but i don't even blame him to be honest.
-i get up every single day some time before 7AM, come home from school by 3, usually have to run some sort of errands/do homework/whatever, get done by 7PM and i am absolutely exhausted. this is why i go to bed at 8PM every night.
-to top this off, I AM SURROUNDED BY IDIOTS.
-i'm sure people will say i brought this upon myself blah blah... i don't care. i obviously have handled this a million times better than the average 19 year old girl in this city. in between l00king g00d & making pHaT $$$$, you people have no fucking idea.
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and, after all this time... Gwynne is still a rotten bitch. haha.
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| We're all fucked, so fuck it all. |
[22 Feb 2009|04:05pm] |
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We're All Dead Ends, Killing the Dream. |
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i've been so hateful towards everyone that isn't my friend/acquaintance/i just don't really care for. i've been trying to figure it out, because i have no idea what that's all about, ha. i always said since becoming a mother my patience dropped by about 99%. hm, i dunno.
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[30 Jan 2009|10:52pm] |
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also, i am a bitch. get over it.
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[14 Jan 2009|06:29pm] |
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distance ruins everything.
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[12 Jan 2009|06:18pm] |
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"We're doing the best with what we've got. I love you in the morning, when you're still hungover, I love you in the morning. When I'm with you, I am calm. A pearl in your oyster, head on my chest, a silent smile. A private kind of happiness. You see giant proclamations are all very well, but our love is louder than words."
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[04 Jan 2009|07:49pm] |
i sure hope by the time i'm 22+ i'm not sitting around talking about who's uglier amongst the girl population in Milwaukee...
(drop dead.)
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